What a mess! Everything had gone to shit and I had this awful feeling I was to blame. Why else would this have happened after I experienced the best night of my life? This had to be my punishment for having something for myself, for not putting everyone else ahead of what I wanted. I yanked my hat from my head, overwarm now that we were inside. “Why?” I muttered, not really expecting an answer. I didn’t get why Caspar would do this to his room and leave without a word. All this destruction was senseless. Tiago gave me a…